Update about Sassy

I got a call from the vet today. 

The preliminary results:
     -They said that Sassy developed an infection in her kidneys. 
     -Her white blood cell count was up.
     -They are going still running more tests to find out something else, that I didn't 
      understand. I should hear back from the vet middle of next week.

-He said that if they would have run blood tests every couple of days they MIGHT have caught it in time and done something.  But that would have also cost a lot of money.
-He also said they didn't do that because she was feeling better the Thursday when she was at the vet.


I regret not bring her in to the vet Monday! :'(  Because there IS a possibility that she COULD still be alive!  And that breaks my heart even more!!!! :'(




*I think Sydney will do much better once we pick up Monica this evening!

*I don't rememer what I have posted in the last couple of posts, but I had started a scrapbook of Sassy last year or so and hadn't made it very far, but I am going to start working on it again.  Yeah, I know some of y'all may think I am crazy, but that's cool... I am crazy... crazy in love with Sassy :)

*I picked up her cremains yesterday... that was the second hardest day of my life!


**I try to keep telling myself that Sassy was put in my life for a reason... and that reason being to love again.  My heart was so bitter before I got her, from all the extremely hard things I had through in the years previous!
*Some day, I will get another dog, most likely a German Shepherd.  I'm just not wanting to get a dog and expect it to be exactly like Sassy was.



I'll post more when I find out more.  I just don't want to blame myself for her death... which is extremely hard to do especially since I was the one that was supposed to be taking care of her. :'(