I am officially a Team Beachbody Coach. (If you want to know what that is and what I do, please ask! :) I'd love to share!)
I have taken a few weeks off work to think about what I want to do. I'm not happy when I'm working; I don't want to be there, but when I think about quitting and leaving I have mixed feelings. :-/ I miss my morning kids so stinking much! UGH! This is was NOT the way this was supposed to happen!! This was supposed to be an AMAZING job that I would have throughout the next couple of semesters until I finished school and got into my personal training career! This was my chance to start over and not have a previous co-worker go to the same place. Happiness.... it doesn't always last! I miss my TMF family!! I think the reason I loved that job so much was because we were a family! But this job was nothing as I had imagined. I do love *most* of my co-workers and kids, but I'm just no happy!
I need the little bit of income from there to get me started with my Beachbody business, because I only have about $70 to my name, not including the money I have saved off for my personal training certification. I won't be able to make all of my bills this month on my own, but luckily I do have help. So frustrated and overwhelmed! I'm trying to trust the Lord to provide for me, which He has so far. But dang, I hate the unknown! I like being in control and knowing that I will have enough for each month.
Last week, my grandma fell, luckily she didn't break anything. Yesterday she turned 83. I don't know how many years she will have left on this earth. She has been there for me my entire life and taken care of me. When she is gone I won't have a place to live or money for anything, at this rate. And that scares the mess out of me!!
I don't know what to do! I really want this Beachbody business to take me places, but last time I took a leap of faith, it set me back, a long way! I don't want to work with kids anymore or have a desk job either... I want to order my personal training cert. study materials, but I don't know when I'll have time to study for that on top of school and everything else I have to do!
Please pray for me!
1. That I will stop freaking out about the future and everything!
2. That God will provide for me financially!
3. The health of my grandma!
4. Me to get my life together and not lose my sanity in the process!
*I am hopefully going to get my bike fixed up so, so I can ride that to school instead of wasting money on gas. And gotta find winter clothes, 'cause it's going to be cold soon!
*I bought P90X... which I will be starting very soon.
*I also will be training for a 5K starting Monday. Monica and I are gonna run at with the dogs... kill two birds with one stone... the dogs get exercise and I get my run on! :)
*My baby girls birthday is next Thursday, She will be 3! :) I can't believe she has been with me for 2 years already! I love her more than anything!
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