I don't even know...

Last night I hung out with the most amazing co-workers I could have ever asked for!!  So much fun!  I don't know why we waited so long to have a night like that.  Dinner, bubbles, talking until midnight.  I will miss these guys soooooo much!!  I hope my new co-workers can just be half as amazing as these 3 are!


I got the WORST possible news EVER last night!!  I wanted a chance to start over, to grow, to change, to turn the page and end that chapter of my life.  But you are like a weight chained to my leg that I have to drag with me every day.  I HATE it!!!  I went to bed angry last night!  I told God that I was mad, mad at him, and I am!  I don't understand why when something amazing comes along there is always that awful thing that comes with it!?  I wanted freedom and happiness... I had all that... until last night!  Why God, WHY?!