Good day.

This week started off absolutely horrible but has definitely gotten better! :)

I have gotten more accomplished in the past two days than I have in a long time!  I filed my taxes yesterday, got my car registration renewed, finally opened a savings account, took the dogs for a walk and even made it to the gym :)  

Yesterday and today were the first days that I didn't eat a sugary pop-tart for breakfast... which I think it what has made a world of difference in my energy level.  Although, I was very disappointed in trying to eat oatmeal this morning.. It was NOT as good as it used to be. :(



I am loving the gyms new face lift... I really like this new inspiration wall :)

Life is good today. :) 

Addiction

Addiction
9/3/10

You are a disease.
You have taken over my life.
I can't control the impulses.
You are killing me, faster than I realize.

You have become my addiction.
I am always thinking about you.
You make me physically ill.
But why can't I stop?
How do I change my life?
How can I take it back & make it mine?!
This has become a serious problem.
I am struggling to hang on.
I am drowning in my own self-destruction.
Please save me, before it's too late.
How can I stop this from destroying my life?
Why do I have no self-control?
How do I change this behavior?
When did I stop loving myself?
Why have I let it go this far?
Please save me before it's too late.

It gets better.

One day at a time, one meal at a time & it will get better.


Today, I piled my plate full for lunch, I know that I overate, but for the first time I felt like I was in control and was able to stop eating and with no desire to finish what was on my plate.



Sam: 1
Eating Disorder: 0


Thank you Lord for helping me through this. #inrecovery.