The Beginning of the End

Tomorrow begins the last chapter of the book that was started 5 years ago. 

It has been a rather rocky road over these past 5 years; some days I never thought I would make it through but the end is nearing & it's getting more exciting every day.  I am quite nervous about the next few months of my life!  It is going to be a rather busy semester!

I begin tomorrow with my internship at Premier Fitness --this I am most nervous about!!  My worst fear(s) since I became interested in fitness industry is not being good enough, not being knowledgeable enough, not being outgoing enough.  Tomorrow, I must face these fears head on!  And honestly, I am terrified.  To get me through these 180 hours that I must complete I will need every ounce of strength that the Lord will give me to be confident in myself and my ability!

I will more than likely be recording my experience during my internship on my blog.  So check back :)

And Tuesday, I begin my new job.  This first week is a "trial week."  I'm hoping everything works out and they like me so they keep me on! :-o  That makes me a little nervous too!  I had a nightmare last night that they didn't like me and I ended up not having a job.  Scary!

Monica moves out on the 1st. We are going to transition Sydney over their slowly depending on how well she does.  This will be the first time since Oct. 2009 that I won't have a dog at home. :'(  I think this transition is going to be harder on me than it will be on Sydney. :'(

I've been trying not to think about how much I miss Sassy & how much I wish she was here.  I don't know if that is a good thing to just push it out of my mind or not.  When I think of Sassy I try only to remember all the good times we had, not all the things that we will never get to do together.

 After I get school paid off/start paying my Gma back is when I'll start looking to get another dog.  Probably first of November is when I will start looking... it's going to be a long couple of months... but I guess that will give me time to work on me and fix the things in my life that need fixing.

I plan to finish my internship hours by the first of November! :D Graduation will be either December 14th or 15th.  Then, I officially become an adult?!

OBSTACLES are those
frightful things you
when you take your eyes
off your goals. -Sydney Smith

Don't worry about anything;
Instead pray about everything.
Tell God what you need &
thank Him for all He has done.
-Phil. 4:6

I can do ALL things through Christ who gives me strength.-Phil 4:13

Confidence comes from
not always being right but
not fearing to be wrong.

Until you believe in yourself,
it is impossible to believe your
dreams could be a reality.-Chalene Johnson