The start of something new

Saturday, September 24, 2011
God wants you to know... that the life you are having is the life you are creating. Even when this seems paradoxical on the surface, how could you possibly want anything but happiness, on a deeper level, there is something in you that is make it so. To transform  your life you must first understand what is keeping it the way it is.

God wants you to know that it is also important to know what you do not want. Sometimes when you go through a period of great difficulty and struggle, it is so that you can finally realize what you do NOT want in your life. Then finally, at long last, you can embrace what you DO want.
^That is exactly what I posted about last night.

This morning I got up and went to Iron Pump! I had not been to Iron Pump in 4 months :-o I thought I was going to DIE.... but once class got going it turned out not to be as killer as I had anticipated.  

Don't get me wrong, it was definitely a challenge, but I was stronger than I thought.  I loaded my bar and got be DBs and at the time they seemed heavy, but once we started, I definitely could have gone up on my weights! :D  When I wanted to quit because Angela was doing a killer shoulder workout today... all I could think about was "this is worth it,  you are strong, and this is what you want" =)

Those endorphins have definitely kicked in!  I am pumped!  And it is a BEAUTIFUL day outside!  Life is good at the moment.


I love watching Sydney lay on the back of the couch and look out the window :)